Faith

On this day of your life, Dessiree, we believe God wants you to know...

All is well. What could you not accept, if you but knew everything that happens, all events, past, present, and to come, are gently planned by One Whose only purpose is your good?

Message

Dessiree got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...
... that the way you know you have found the right one is the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with the person.
Having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaf...f and grain together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away. - a quote by Dinah Craik

♦Lucky Charms♦

My friends.....

There are soooo many beautiful things in this world that I can be thankful for, and one of them are my ever dearest friends :] I can honestly say that I am very lucky to have such awesome friends as them. They are my "happy pills" :)

♥Michelle Huynh♥
This girl has soooo much influence in my life, to the point where I can't see a future without her! ahaha I love her a lot, and hopefully she feels and knows it. I feel very strongly about my friendship with her :] Hard to believe, but ever since we entered high school, we've been separated from each other and yet we made it through and here we are, still going strong! The funny thing is, she and I are opposites and similar at the same time! She's tall, I'm short; she's pale, I'm tan; she has short hair, I have long hair. Whichever the case, she and I are both extremely INNOCENT! haha I expect to share many,many more memories with her and grow old together with my chicky~

♥Ashley Lopez♥
This girl is my buddie :] She's seen me sink so low and go through so much hardships and yet she was always by my side. She knows me very well and ahahaha there is NO WAY I can ever lie to this girl, that's just how well she knows me! (which kinda sucks sometimes) lol. We are both obsessed with anime!!! For some "weird" reason, our conversations always seem to drift towards something concerning anime ahaha! I am very greatful to this girl soooo much! During my time with her, I've learned many things: not being too calculating, as well as accepting myself for who and what I am :] (she's the FIRST person to ever come into my room) x] *sigh* lol but I love her just the same! :] my Nana is definitely a keeper :] for now and for life~

♥Claire Tran♥
Fate. That is the one word I can describe my friendship with her! She is the very first true friend I made when my family and I moved here in the US. Claire and I were 5th grade classmates. I have many vivid memories of her and in general, I can say that she was an ever true friend to me. She would defend me, and stand up for me even at her own cost. Unfortunately, my friendship with her was cut short because my family had to move again. However, fate gave way and we're reunited! Just this week, Claire searched for me through facebook and now we're rekindling our old friendship; however the case may be, we both know that the gap in years is not a hindrance at all :)

•a circle has no ends, and that's how long we'll be friends•

Inspired to make ♪♫Music♫♪

I am such an indecisive person ahaha, I'm easily influenced by those around me and I always find myself swayed in by other people's beliefs; that needs to change!

This isn't the first time I've thought of building upon my character. I've actually had the idea for a pretty long while now, I just never seemed to pursue it - unfortunately. I figured that if I wanted to build upon my character I should work on my abilities. Hmmm now that's a thought. I want to be talented. I'm pretty decent in drawing -not that great, but I can hold myself- I just need to frequently practice to build upon my skills and techniques. Also, I used to dance a LOT; back in the Philippines I was always participating in school events and performing in front of my entire school - it was fun! Hard to believe but I also exhibited high potential in sports, it's just that it never really caught on to me. NOW, I have no musical talent at all whatsoever.

Thus comes my inspiration to play the guitar~

I was introduced to it by my "kuya" (older brother - but this time I'm using it to name a relative of mine due to our closeness). He plays the guitar passionately, and he was a self-taught guitarist. He never took any lessons, but taught himself with the help of "youtube" ahaha. His passion for guitar-playing reached me and now I've been thinking a lot about buying my very own guitar:D Besides, I've always thought.... how cool would it be if I had the ability to express my feelings to someone "special" through music~

♪♫Music penetrates the heart and enters people's souls♫ ♪

Dedicated to my Lovely Mommy

I didn't know what my first blog should be about so I was thinking, and thinking, and doing some more thinking.... then my mommy popped up in my head, then my brother and my bestfriend. So why not, you know? I'll dedicate my first post to the happy pill of my life :D

First off the list is my Mommyyyyy!!!!!♥

I love my mom soooo much! I admire my mom's fearless attitude: something which I am sadly lacking. Also, my mom is the root of my inspirations, I can definitely say that I want to do my very best for her. Unfortunately, I'm not good at showing my affections towards my mom- I fear that I am going to dreadfully regret letting the many chances slip pass by me :( It saddens me at times, that I can not be the perfect daughter for my mom. I feel that my mom definitely deserves so much more. Mahal na mahal kita mommy! hanggang langit! times infinity!♥

Mommy, I want you to be happy. There are sooo many, too many things that I want to show you: places that I want you to see, events that I want you to experience, luxury that you most definitely deserve! I can't wait to grow up and fulfill our dreams together! Oh, how I wish that I was older just for you. To be able to show you just how much your daughter loves you. There are so many things that we still need to do, places we need to travel, tours that we need to visit, all of it together just you, me and my brother Dee-Jay.

I love you very much mommy. Mahal na mahal kita. Looking back now, I remember just how much I felt secured simply by the warmth of your body. Sleeping next to you when I was younger, were my happiest moment. I felt your love for me generate from the warmth of you skin, which I adoringly loved to cuddle and hug. Consequently, at the same time, the hours spent without you were the moments I felt lonely. The only thought that gave hope to my young, growing mind, was the thought of you coming back home from your studies and with just that simple way of thinking arches a grinnning, blissful, smile on my face.